"Create the World YOU live in by the choices YOU make"
The Beginning.... What a perfect day to start my new blog then on my birthday :) Happy Birthday Self!
Take a ride on my journey..... journey thru life. hang on, keep your hands, feet and arms in at all times and just enjoy the ride.... from myself, my career, to my new beginnings...........and to my ends......
The beginning to my end..... the end to a life i onced lived that consisted of negitive energy and negitive doings. Being lost in a whirl of emotions that got me stuck in a realm that i thought was for me.
Along the road i did meet a lot of amazing people but ended in a black cloud.A black cloud of negitivity.... in which i constantly questioned who i was and what was my purpose in life. Dark days, dark nights...... with no meaning..... I hid behind images, masks and a picture that i painted of myself for people to see... and in the end I was just empty. A path that i followed because it was easy....... this big straight path with no purpose.. no meaning.
I strayed from my crooked, narrow path because it was hard to walk..I got lost along the way.. Sometimes when things got tough i took the easy way out.I know we are all guilty of that at one point in our lives....
But in the end i lost myself.
the truth is....sometimes it takes someone to hit rock bottom...I lost myself, faced situations that i hid in my closet and did hit rock bottom.... in my end, I found myself......I found the me that i yearned and searched for. I found my purpose. I found my beginning to my end.
My purpose in life............and this is my journey...
My journey as a mother, my journey through my career and all I had to put behind me to succeed.... Through love and broken hearts........ to starting up my new business' , to my crew, to being blessed as a zulu queen and being true to the meaning and sharing my knowledge.............And Especially the love for myself to make it all possible..... To have a positive mind and always have a positive outlook, that no matter what shall pass your way, it will bring positivity!!!!!!!!!! "overcome the negitive to the positive" and that's what i did............. Now i share it with you all ............
This is my beginning to my end.......................
*missgem*
Sunday, May 16, 2010
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